18/07/2026
Thank you Markybap and Rap for visiting. We celebrated mama's 40days. Dahil di naman ako relihiyosong tao hindi ko alam para saan ang 40days, pero i just had to celebrate something for mama for the sake of celebrating something for her.
Today for the first time since mama passed I woke up with hope. I woke up with the same feeling I used to feel, puno ng ideas, excited ulit magpasikat kay mama kasi matutupad na yung hiling ni mama na maganda ako sa vlogs at masusuot ko na yung binigay nya sakin na pamalit sa hairnet ko π
Thank you mark and rap for reminding me of the things my mom wanted me to do. You guys are a blessing mula nuon hanggang ngayon. Dami nyong projects na binigay saakin. Sabay sabay tayong umasenso at mama always loved you two for it. There was even a time she was in disbelief kasi akala nya tinetake advantage nyo ako, gulat sya you two ask nothing in return.bihira ang ganun na mga tao lalo sa industriya natin.
I really believe my mom protected me gently from myself, she kind of gave me hints of who should I keep in my tiny circle.
Since mama passed, First time kong not to cry myself to sleep and first time kong gumising ng hindi gulat na wala na sya, first time kong tumayo sa k**a ng hindi umiiyak, first time kong sumilip sa kwarto nya ng masaya at excited to work again.
Love you Mama! This new chapter of my life will be dedicated to you, to my kids, to my husband who I can't live without-my rock and shoulder to cry on, my in laws (my remaining parents) my aunt and uncle, my brother my sis in law and my neices, my lolo and lola and to team Spandi's Food + Catering Services abangan ang bagong camille β€οΈ