04/10/2024
HELLO MY LOVIES!!!
I've miss you all so very much!!..sorry I've been quiet lately but I've been working on healing.
I've been in denial the last month and had to come to the point where I truly realized it was over and I had to move on.
I had told you all that there was a possibility we would re open in a new location, and though it was an amazing opportunity, I decided against it. Now is not the time for me mentally, Fat Bottom grills was my world, my baby and closing it was like losing me.
BUT...that being said, I'm starting to come out of the darkness and move forward. I actually had a real interview yesterday and was sooo nervous, I think I blacked out lol and whatever comes of it , is a good thing.
It made me realize that I have a future, and that I am a strong, smart, independent woman that can rise from the ashes and move forward.
It won't be easy but I can do it. And having nothing again, is scary but I only have up to go. So any of you out there struggling just know that it's only temporary and it will get better. And if you don't have the strength today, it's ok...maybe tomorrow you will feel good enough to walk the dog, or do the dishes...give yourself time to heal and process. And the one thing I've learned from all of this ...is being broke sucks lol but surviving though it is invigorating and when you have no money..you have no where to go and your stuck with yourself and can face your emotions. Most importantly have time to heal.
So go easy on yourself, take the time you need, and you'll find you can start climbing that mountain again. If I can do it...anyone can and just know if ANY of you need an ear I'm here.
Here's to the future and to all of you for all the laughter and joy you gave me !!!
DAWN